05-01-2020, 01:30 PM
There's some symbolic things related to Cassiopaea which I haven't described yet. I was shaken up a bit when finding one more piece in your book. On that part of the missing context, and more of the missing details having to do with 6D STO vs. the other side in my posts, here's the main things. (The more general picture can now be read about in my own wanderer's story thread.)
Two things from Cassiopaean sessions:
- Don Elkins killed himself to end "the noise", as in a psychic onslaught.
- "April 1st drop dead date", with no explanation and the Cassiopaea forum speculations over the years not arriving at any clear answer.
And then the detail that Carla died on April 1st, 2015.
In May 2015, not having read that detail, I went through inner upheaval. Without being able to place the dark symbolism in space and time, I felt responsible for someone's death, for having allowed something to happen. I also had a vision of having "been with Nazis". Then, over the next few months, sudden shifts in what came through the subconscious, and in August, an inner contact leading to leaving the Cassiopaea community behind.
I am also reminded of the Cassiopaean prediction that the next 6D contact will be symbolized by "Leo". On Leo, in 2006, there was the claim, "Leo three nights", followed up by "U have passed a test", meaning that "Mother Cassiopaea still rules".
In November 2015, the clear and compassionate guidance by my higher self became submerged in noisy chaos. A Cassiopaean session then claimed that they had "won a battle" at another level. Sessions before and after that relate to the dramatic arrival of "the help" for them, "the help" later stopping and then resuming its "movement" and supposed future arrival.
In June 2016, I had a vision of having ended up in the middle of a psychic hierarchy, yet able to see the connections reaching "upwards" all the way. Something like a traumatic memory seemed triggered, and mental representations of group and psychic configurations flashed through my mind, a "syntax" set up for use if I needed to fight my way out.
In July 2016, I received an inner message which led to a decisive parting with the Cassiopaea community, at first by simply being absent for 3 years. At one point writing a self-channeled message which claimed that "staying and fighting" was not acceptable and that what was important was "documenting the events". I may later post a thread about the curious prayer I wrote to a helping "guardian angel".
What now? My inner guidance suggests that the future will turn out far better than I am able to see at this point at this level. As for the Cassiopaea community, I think they had invisible power struggles going on at a different level in the years I merely observed things. I think the main faction may have been surprised when I cut all connections without playing the games it seemed to hope would be played.
Two things from Cassiopaean sessions:
- Don Elkins killed himself to end "the noise", as in a psychic onslaught.
- "April 1st drop dead date", with no explanation and the Cassiopaea forum speculations over the years not arriving at any clear answer.
And then the detail that Carla died on April 1st, 2015.
In May 2015, not having read that detail, I went through inner upheaval. Without being able to place the dark symbolism in space and time, I felt responsible for someone's death, for having allowed something to happen. I also had a vision of having "been with Nazis". Then, over the next few months, sudden shifts in what came through the subconscious, and in August, an inner contact leading to leaving the Cassiopaea community behind.
I am also reminded of the Cassiopaean prediction that the next 6D contact will be symbolized by "Leo". On Leo, in 2006, there was the claim, "Leo three nights", followed up by "U have passed a test", meaning that "Mother Cassiopaea still rules".
In November 2015, the clear and compassionate guidance by my higher self became submerged in noisy chaos. A Cassiopaean session then claimed that they had "won a battle" at another level. Sessions before and after that relate to the dramatic arrival of "the help" for them, "the help" later stopping and then resuming its "movement" and supposed future arrival.
In June 2016, I had a vision of having ended up in the middle of a psychic hierarchy, yet able to see the connections reaching "upwards" all the way. Something like a traumatic memory seemed triggered, and mental representations of group and psychic configurations flashed through my mind, a "syntax" set up for use if I needed to fight my way out.
In July 2016, I received an inner message which led to a decisive parting with the Cassiopaea community, at first by simply being absent for 3 years. At one point writing a self-channeled message which claimed that "staying and fighting" was not acceptable and that what was important was "documenting the events". I may later post a thread about the curious prayer I wrote to a helping "guardian angel".
What now? My inner guidance suggests that the future will turn out far better than I am able to see at this point at this level. As for the Cassiopaea community, I think they had invisible power struggles going on at a different level in the years I merely observed things. I think the main faction may have been surprised when I cut all connections without playing the games it seemed to hope would be played.