(10-03-2017, 04:14 PM)Coordinate_Apotheosis Wrote: Hey Dante, fun fact, I have two phobias I've inexplicably had since I was a young kid.
I am terrified of mainly: Aliens and Demons
Weird right?
I believe in both, and especially in demonic possessions albeit I've also researched them, written a book on them using passages from the Goetia (which subsequently I put down because I got so sick one day working on it I threw up out of nowhere and had nothing more to attribute to it but that I was pissing off something), and overall can say I believe you.
So, hear me out because I am speaking from a Law of One technicality stance. Your energetic system, which is what those entities aka demons connect to you through, is made vulnerable to them through the means I posited, that being belief and your thoughts towards the situation you believe in. I assure you, there's not a single atheist out there who has experienced demonic possession because the symptoms they experience are perceived differently despite being the same one's you might be experiencing.
The majority point I was going for with you, hoping you'll try it out and report if it helps at all, is to not fight the entity with negative emotions such as desperation to get rid of it, or terror at the loss of control it makes you experience. Even threatening to exorcise it is a challenge that they will wholly welcome because fighting them empowers them.
You'll need to take a Gandhi stance here, just as he fasted to influence the end to a conflict, you need to fast with your negative emotions to encourage an end to this conflict.
Literally and truly, making peace with it instead of war will go a far ways in reducing how efficacious it is at influencing you.
I'll actually respond to some quotes as well with my own beliefs because they seem to overlap here, though you have a whole different array of names/labels/identifiers on some things, there is still room for mutual understanding I believe.
(10-02-2017, 10:44 PM)Dante776 Wrote: I am in agreement with most everything else that you've said. But, just know that what I am dealing with is a hierarchy of beings that lead straight to the universal conscious mind. This is the domain of the gestalt entity known as Ra, which is why I believe he/she/it is part of this polarity game. Traditional love and light teachings don't seem to apply here. I know, I've been doing it for years. Still doing it! Years ago there was a play called "Your Arms are Too Short to Box with God." This is like trying to box with God! Imagine what that would be like? When he/she/it has every possible advantage over you imaginable by a lofty opponent.
A boxing fight with God, there's an interesting Star Trek Voyager Episode on that, it's an episode having to do with 'Chaotic Space', and the protagonist, Chakotay, needed to fight 'Kid Chaos' in his mind in a boxing match, and the whole entire point of the fight was simply that he could not win, his job was to take as many hits as he could to finally discover understanding to get out of that chaotic space.
Perhaps you are experiencing something similar. You aren't in that boxing match with God to win, you're there to learn something, and the only way God can communicate what that something is, is by hitting you. Pretty messed up, yeah, but communication comes in many shapes and sizes, from frequencies to sounds to shapes and symbols, to motions and yes, sometimes communication comes in the form of punches.
I for the longest time swore I read a passage where Ra said they had their own polarity in 6D or inferred that they did, that to this day I can't find. It's funny you bring it up. It's also funny you view Ra, assuming it's the same 'An Humble Messenger of the Law of One' Ra in the way you do. I would call their being definitely Godly. I would also take up a boxing match with such a God, if I knew it had something to teach me, and that it wasn't going to enslave me if I lost lol.
The hierarchy is another way you make the enemy bigger than it is. God's are still individual entities ultimately, and they are still subject to 'laws' and 'ways' setup for them to operate through and by. You might be a punching bag, or they might just be shoving off stuff on you. Regardless, if you're experiencing something you don't like, you have the Free Will to say 'please stop this'. They don't need to listen, but if you fight they'll have more power to respond than if you peacefully resist.
That's the big way for you to battle, is with peaceful resistance. In exorcism isn't needed if you can still live your life. If this thing is making you do some crazy s*** though, do seek out an exorcist to properly ascertain the situation, preferably one who doesn't market their service to anyone willing to contact them.
I believe the best way to win a battle against any kind of demonic possession is forgiveness and love, but mostly forgiveness of your self and love of the entity providing you with the lessons it has decided to impart upon you. If you need to invoke some powerful names to try and curve it, I'd suggest you consider the LBRP and it's subsequent stronger forms with a small group. Just realize the moment you start using magic to curve it is the moment you enter a very real and very dangerous new world of reality where it will do the same back to you, so really think through anything you intend to do.
(10-02-2017, 10:44 PM)Dante776 Wrote: I definitely believe that there is a 'harvest' going on here, but 'what kind' of harvest is the question? They are definitely manipulating my DNA/RNA. Perhaps this is ascension of a different kind. Some say that ascension requires merging with your oversoul and avatar that are part of your monad. This may involve reclaiming all lost fragments of your soul which includes those that are of a lower frequency or what some would call demonic or the shadow.
Or perhaps the demons are the Archons, as spoken of by the Nostics, that seek to block your ascension. I can't say for sure, but what I can say is that this is a harrowing experience and just caution everyone on the path to be aware of all of the possibilities that you may encounter just as a sort of "heads" up. I only wish I had that sort of admonishment because this, when it all started, caught me totally off guard.
It's funny you say that, I thoroughly believe the Law of One needs a disclaimer warning of mental instability to those not ready to hear and learn what the books have to say. When you realize all is one deeply an utterly, it opens you up to the realm of possibility where your very thoughts curve you through various parallel dimensions of your own reality, so that you do moment by moment on the razor edge of the moment make and remake your own reality to fit your thoughts of it. Essentially you learn how to utilize the Law of Attraction in it's more direct ways with eventually much more immediate results, this can be good and bad, depending on how you think.
You seem to believe you are right and everyone else is off or wrong. This might be one mirror aspect of what you're facing, the entity messing with you may even be influencing that of you, and as SMC said, there is always the possibility it is a very real mental disorder, and while she didn't say this part, that mental disorder could be exacerbated by this entity, making it all the much harder for you to convince anyone and even yourself if these things are real or not.
Further you don't want to take the advice being given to you, and everyone is now looking for you to explain how you're dealing with this and if raising awareness is enough for you, then maybe consider it isn't since you're still so distraught over all of this.
Just take a step back man, really examine this situation from a different angle. Don't look at it as entities, try to see it as your own self messing with your self. Maybe it's Archons, but it's my understanding there are only 7 of those 'Rulers' of the Demiurge's physical illusion, and they are usually very busy dealing with much more dangerous occurrences that threaten their plans. Further the Gnostic texts are very symbolic and metaphorical, I always took the Archons as a euphemism for the natural laws designed by the Demiurge to further complicate the means of ascension from it's physical cage, most notably the ways of people (See: 7 Deadly Sins) and further that they were personified only to give them a direct analogue for humans to comprehend how they could be 'alive as we are'.
In fact in some ways it sounds like you have an entire narrative inside of your mind as to what is happening to you, how it's happening to you, and partly but the main hook and sinker being ''why'' it's happening to you.
'Why' is a perfect hook and sinker for people like us who seek so badly to know what is actually happening. The bread trail of 'whys' is enough to lead some people right into a snare like a rabbit towards a carrot or a kid towards candy. Don't be afraid to look up from that narrative and say 'I'm going to put this down for a bit'.
If you keep giving access to your mind through the beliefs you have, it's only going to stay the same, it ultimately comes down to what you do with your mind.
It's not 'all in your mind' as you perceived my words to imply, but rather the body is a creature of the mind, and in some ways ALL of reality is at the whims of the perceptions of the mind, consensus reality is formulated by those perceptions, when we touch a hot stove we say it hurts, hence hot stuff hurts. That's consensus and it's pretty concrete in it's existence because so many people agree with it. Yet then you have Fire, which is hot, and we know not to touch fire, but we also know that the heat of fire is more than just painful, at a distance it can be soothing, in ways it is a tool, suddenly hot as consensus is more than just painful, it's also useful.
Then somehow, when you touch something really really cold, for a second your body thinks it's burning you. Truthfully extreme cold does feel like you're being burned. Suddenly it's not just hot stuff that comes off as hot, suddenly cold stuff can burn you the way hot stuff does.
Suddenly reality is very different, hot and cold inflict the same pain, but they are radically different.
It's all because the nervous system of your body, the nerves in your skin perceived that extreme cold the same way it perceived extreme hot, it created a burning sensation. Were it not for the nervous system of the body having such perceptions we'd believe that hot is hot and cold is cold and both hurt, but we wouldn't attribute the word 'burn' to both sensations. In that way when I say extreme cold burns you, that is our nervous system's perception of the reality it find's itself interacting with. Your mind plays a further part in formulating that word and adding meaning to it for your body to correspond the stimuli with.
You are, in some freaky way in my opinion, a machine and operating system. Your body is the interactive parts that allow you to work with the reality your mind find's itself interfacing with. In fact the mind is more than an interface, it's that part of the equation that makes everything possible, the brain is just a physical mirror to provide the body (and the various energetic bodies) the means to be controlled by the consciousness empowering the spark that is the mind.
Your mind is what makes this a big deal and makes it into what it is as a matter of how reality operates. When you say it's not all in your mind, you're both wrong and right, because it isn't all in your mind, but all of it happening is being experienced within your mind.
you just need to take a step back from all of those experiences, and consider re-explaining them. If you believe in the demon, it is empowered to make you believe more and more. If you one day 'real-ize' that the demon is just some tricks of perceptual experiences of your mind/body and not real enough to do damage to you (even if you presently believe it is real enough), then it'll find that suddenly the keyhole it was using to mess with you has been changed, a new lock in place, and it'll have to find a new way to interact through you.
It's rather quite fascinating how the energetic system works, it is very much linked in with how you think and perceive.
Take time to enjoy the beauty of your surroundings, the darkness might just stop for a moment and enjoy the view with you.
Because if there's one thing we all need to figure out, it's that beauty is universally appreciated. (Except by the jealous and envious.)
And beauty comes in many different ways, some bright and sparkling, some dark and umbra.
Coordinate_Apotheosis, I know you think you’re being helpful, or at least that’s how you want to be perceived. But, in all due respect your assessment sounds “disordered.” On one hand you say “I believe you,” but then go into all sorts of reasoning of why you believe it’s all in my head. Either you are just confused and don’t know what to believe or you have an agenda that says ‘I really don’t believe you and I’m going to stealthily weave into my assessment all sorts of reasoning to debunk what this person is telling us.” Perhaps you are using a little 'Cartesian doubt' which is methodological skepticism that debunks all knowledge claims with the goal of getting at the truth. Who knows? I think that this is largely a Western mindset, because indigenous people all around the world have been accustomed to paranormal phenomenon for millennia. And it's not difficult for them to grasp these concepts.
It amazes me how in the US however, after 175 years of spiritualism, 70 years of the modern UFO era, tons of witness testimonies, tons of paranormal and psychical research spanning more than 50 years, that there are still people that are skeptical about paranormal claims. In this realm of truth and understanding, either "you get it" or "you don't." And for those that don't there is absolutely no information or evidence that can be presented to you for you to believe otherwise, unless you've had such experiences DIRECTLY! It’s just the way you are hardwired.
Which is unfortunate, because some of our best cases over the years has come from people who have had extraordinary experiences and have been able to relay them to us through personal testimonials. People such as Yogananda, Sai Baba, Gurdjieff, Edgar Caycee, George King, George Van Tassel, Barbara Marcinek and yes, Carla Rueckert. What's interesting to me is how you have no problem believing the claims of some of these people, especially Carla since this forum is largely dedicated to her channeling’s of the Ra Material, but have problems believing an anonymous individual when they relay their paranormal experiences.
Believe it or not, each one of these people experienced a form of possession. In order for the entity to communicate through them it has to take "possession" of their mind-body-spirit complex so that they may channel through them. The same goes for automatic writing. Why is it so difficult to believe that these same entities, with a different agenda and approach, with all of their advanced and technological capabilities, can't play the role of demon, reptilian or some dark conscious being that seeks to challenge certain humans that it may deem highly STO, a threat to their agenda, a food source, ascension, or for whatever the reason? Why is this so difficult to believe? The more advanced thinkers on this forum seem to get it, and don’t require the proof that you seek.
Do you have to have a demon or dark entity jump inside you, terrorize and torment you in order for you to believe this? No, you don't. As I said there is sufficient information out there. I just think you need to do a lot more research and never presume that you know everything about a subject. Just because you may be a more seasoned individual with decades of living on this earth does not mean that you have learned everything. When it comes to paranormal matters (which includes UFO's, aliens, abductions, implants, channelings, etc.) there is a plethora of information on this subject and the only way that "my truth" will ever resonate with you, if not through direct experience, is to avail yourself to this large body of information. Most of which is irrefutable. I think we are just beginning to scratch the surface of this phenomenon.