I have not yet finished reading the LOO but I thought I would tell a story here about how some of the early sessions have resonated with me.

Some months ago I started doing a little self-healing meditation as part of my bedtime routine. I don't recall just where I read about it but it seemed like a reasonable thing to do, one of those 'what can it hurt?' sort of things.
(this was before I even heard of the LOO)

The drill was:
Relax bit by bit
visualize a a 'golden healing light' around you
do some of those affirmations about how great and healthy you are

Well it didn't seem to do much (not that I was actually needing healing anyway, but I didn't come down with any colds or anything like that either so who knows). But the relax part prior to going to sleep was certainly useful.
Then one night I was conjuring up the golden light and I couldn't ... it turned violet. No matter what, that light was stubbornly violet, and cool instead of warm gold. I know this sounds a bit nuts, I mean its just something you are imagining you see, you should be able to imagine anything ...
Anyway this went on for a week or so then one night no light at all, but physical sensations. I felt like I was lying out in a warm sun, gentle warmth all over, then a bit prickling in various parts.
So thats where I am now. As quickly as I think about starting the 'healing' I get the warmness, sometimes a few prickles and I am almost instantly relaxed and sleep well.
So, whats this got to do with LOO? Well I am struck with what I have read so far about the light ... and the violet ...
Seems I stumbled into something.
Anyway I have other stories of oddness in my life and I plan to keep on reading looking for resonance and connections. And I would love to hear anyones thoughts on my experience with this so far.

Sorry if this sounds confusing.

After working with chakras, what would be considered next step?

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I have a close friend who is also someone I respect a LOT, and he has dedicated his entire life from childhood to developing his spirituality and to ascend, etc. He has studied under many "masters" and he spends a good deal of time in meditation. I have often thought he is an ET wanderer. He takes this very seriously, and that is why I wanted to mention this thing that he said to me today.

I was talking to him on the phone, and I was telling him just a little bit about groups such as Ra who have been channeled by people in order to bring messages and guidance to us. ((by the way, he's not familiar really with the LOO)) We both realize there are some "crack pots" out there who are giving channeling a bad name. But I really believe the LOO material is valid.

I said to my friend that I recently learned that Ra taught us in the LOO that the reason they haven't come directly to the planet is so that they wouldn't stand in the way of the free will of the people - that free will is a law of the universe. I explained that for Ra to appear to people straight out would cause many of them to "have" to believe because they'd have the proof, and others just weren't ready.

My friend believes that most of us are products of our conditioning, except for the small percentage who have broken free of that conditioning (ending the chain of "history repeating itself" through incarnations). He feels that it is vitally important that we receive help in any way possible to break free of these chains and to gain enlightenment, etc., so that we can progress and evolve.

His words to me, when I talked to him about Ra not wanting to thwart free will, was: "We don't have the free will to be stupid or ignorant. It's too costly. Why should the entities be afraid to create conceptual shifts if it will help the people grow and develop? It would be an act of service to show themselves out in the open and try to teach people. Nobody is free until all are free."

One thing that I thought, though, is we DO have the free will to be stupid or ignorant. Those 'labels' are just judgments, anyway. I could say that the religion I used to belong to is "stupid" (and believe me, when I left it, I DID say that ) but that's just one person's interpretation of another person's place in the journey of evolving. And who is the 'authority' that defines stupid or ignorant? I could say so much about all of this!

But I also thought that if Ra DID come straight out to the people, they would still have the free will to choose if they wanted to embrace what they were hearing, or even SEEING. Many would say they are hallucinating. Others would say they are being controlled via a government created hologram designed to create control and fear, others would say that the devil himself was coming in disguise to deceive the people. The list would be endless. But at least some people would digest it all and accept it as their truth, and thus the harvest would increase.

I'd love to hear your comments on this. I felt that what he said made a lot of sense in some ways, and didn't in others. I haven't read enough of the LOO yet to be able to get into it deep with him, but he's always throwing things at me that make me think. I would love to hear more about free will and how it fits in with this, and more about it in general.

What say ye?

Thanks!! Kristy

WAAAHHHHH!!! I have been trying to understand this for almost three years now - when I first heard about it (one-ness). I just don't understand it - not even a little, because I've heard so many theories and explanations about it.

What does it mean that we are "one", that there is only "one"? What does it mean that there is "only one of us here"?

I have looked at it three ways:

1. Let's say the sun is "God". The sun shoots out rays - the rays are a 'part' of God, but still separate 'entities'....individuals. Or...the ocean is "God" but each drop of water in that ocean is a part of God, yet an individual entity at the same time. Or...I am Creator (a mother), and each child of mine is a part of me (carries my cells, my genes, etc.) but is still a separate individual. Or, my body is "God", but each cell in my body, every organ, every drop of blood and every vein is an individual part of the whole, much like veggies are a part of tonight's soup...PART of the whole.

2. We are living in some sort of grand illusion..that nothing we experience here is real, but more like a dream. And dreams can feel very real. I actually had a lucid dream not long ago and when I finally realized I was in a dream, I decided to test it. I felt the air around me, breathed, tested the temperature, looked at my surroundings. A cliff appeared below me and I said, "If this is a dream, then let go of the rock (I was holding on) and you won't fall if you will it that way". The dream was SO real feeling, that I wasn't sure it wasn't reality, so I chickened out and didn't let go.

So I can really see how this could be a very realistic dream. But I absolutely can't stand this version of "one-ness". I don't want to not be "real". I don't want this to be a dream. I have been told by those who embrace this kind of one-ness, and the concept of this being a dream/illusion, that once we reach a point in our evolution where "we" wake up, we'll just meld back into ONE being...ONE ...literally. There is no "us". There is no "we". We're just ONE being...God, and there are no "god sparks", or "rays", or people or individuals or trees or flowers or beautiful things...NO-THING! Just consciousness/love. Period. BLECH!!!!! That sounds like eternal hell to me. I want to be perfectly happy, but I want to be happy in *surroundings*...in beauty, being an individual but also being a part of (offspring? child?) God/Universe/Creator, and share the love of the creator with other "parts". I hope I'm making sense.

3. The universe contains all of US, and therefore, even though we are all "individuals", we are still within the Universe (creator) and a part of "it", therefore we ARE God, just like my heart and lungs and all my guts ARE "me" - they make up "me".

Ra Session 57 Wrote:Questioner: Would you tell me how to use that crystal for this purpose?

Ra: I am Ra. This is a large question.

You first, as a mind/body/spirit complex, balance and polarize the self, connecting the inner light with the upward spiraling in-pourings of the universal light. You have done exercises to regularize the processes involved. Look to them for the preparation of the crystallized being.

Take, then, the crystal and feel your polarized and potentiated balanced energy channeled in green ray healing through your being, going into and activating the crystalline regularity of frozen light which is the crystal. The crystal will resound with the charged light of incarnative love and light energy, and will begin to radiate in specified fashion, beaming, in required light vibrations, healing energy, focused and intensified towards the magnetic field of the mind/body/spirit complex which is to be healed. This entity requesting such healing will then open the armor of the overall violet/red ray protective vibratory shield. Thus the inner vibratory fields, from center to center in mind, body, and spirit, may be interrupted and adjusted momentarily, thus offering the one to be healed the opportunity to choose a less distorted inner complex of energy fields and vibratory relationships.

Quote:Questioner: Would you tell me how to use that crystal for this purpose?

Quote:You first, as a mind/body/spirit complex, balance and polarize the self, connecting the inner light with the upward spiraling in-pourings of the universal light.

Quote:You have done exercises to regularize the processes involved. Look to them for the preparation of the crystallized being.

Quote:Take, then, the crystal and feel your polarized and potentiated balanced energy channeled in green ray healing through your being, going into and activating the crystalline regularity of frozen light which is the crystal.

Quote: The crystal will resound with the charged light of incarnative love and light energy, and will begin to radiate in specified fashion, beaming, in required light vibrations, healing energy, focused and intensified towards the magnetic field of the mind/body/spirit complex which is to be healed.

Quote:This entity requesting such healing will then open the armor of the overall violet/red ray protective vibratory shield. Thus the inner vibratory fields, from center to center in mind, body, and spirit, may be interrupted and adjusted momentarily, thus offering the one to be healed the opportunity to choose a less distorted inner complex of energy fields and vibratory relationships.

I need some help tying these topics together. The Choice, the balancing of the red/orange/yellow ray and the harvest. Is making a clear choice regarding STS/STO enough for achieving harvestability? Or do we have to also work on un-clogging the Red/Orange/Yellow rays to gain polarity to become harvestable. Here is from Law of One Material-

from Ra
"The connection between polarization and harvestability is most important in third-density harvest. In this density an increase in the serving of others or the serving of self will almost inevitably increase the ability of an entity to enjoy an higher intensity of light. Thus in this density, we may say, it is hardly possible to polarize without increasing in harvestability." end quote.

So my understanding that emerges from all this is- That First we make a choice and choose which way would we like to go. service to self (only) or service to others and self. Then we work on issues that block us from moving in that direction of opening the heart (let's say we chose STO). On the way to heart we have Red Ray (survival issues), Orange Ray (relationship issues), Yellow ray (social issues). So we have to choose and choose again in multiple different ways and several times the choices are not very clearly STO or STS. But we will know by the end result as the flow to the heart in the green ray will tell us. Do you feel loving today or hateful? Do you feel gratitude or spiteful? Do you feel forgiveness or retribution? Nothing wrong with hateful just a feedback mechanism to let you know how you are doing...

Just rambling here but would love to hear your thoughts...

Hello friends.
I've noticed a common theme among our channeled friends, especially those identifying themselves as the Law of One.
They ask us to simply open ourselves the meditation. Feel.
Remove the limits of the rational mind. And I, for the first time in this life, succeeded today.

I've had a few days of immense catalyst and negativity, and yesterday was it's culmination and climax. It made me question, fundamentally, why I am here. All was truly miserable at the end of the day, catalyst after catalyst pondered me violently. Today was no exception, I had one of the worst nightmare this night ever. I felt as if madness was close. I wanted to flee so sincerely, to escape the clutches of the world. This was the final trigger, and I could for the first time feel the universe without any limitations, because I sincerely wished to transcend the limitations themselves.

There was love, only. Infinite love, and I could rest in this for eternity. Words cannot describe, for they are limited. It was impossible to not be thankful for this. The heart chakra glows with gratitude and love. For the first time I was home again. Our home!
It feels like all things in my life has been the stepping stones to this moment.

So my intention with this post is to encourage you to avail yourself to meditation.
4th density is here. It's only a matter of time before this reality dissolves.

Love to all

I have struggled with the confederate's concept of 'violation of free will'. It seems very subjective and kind of arbitrary to me. Sometimes they do answers in highly detailed manner and sometimes they don't. first off. Then within confederate there may be differences of opinions as well. Seeme like 'The Nine' believe in helping people more directly like Ra did during the Pyramid phase. The first question is-

1- When they talk about the violation of free will, do they talk about the Act or the intention of the entity asking for information. A 3rd density entiry may not be aware enough to ask for the right stuff but have every intention to ask for it. For example: your house may be on fire and your kids sleeping inside. Would you wait for them to wake up and ask for specific help like yell water or would you pre-empt their intention and help them save their lives.

What really throws me off is this- When you put a quarantine on a planet, is this not a violation of free will of the inhabitants of the planet? Did they ask the inhabitants before they instituted the fence. And if someone sneaks under their fence then is it not their responsibility to fix the damange caused by the sneaking entity?

I am going a little over the top just to make my point clear but you get the gist. Can someone help me understand - how does the confederate acts in regards to the free will violation. Is their a code of conduct an operations manual or something like that?